Sometimes change is forced upon you. At times, if you are lucky or as you get more experienced, you begin to recognize that the change being 'forced' upon you is actually the best and most correct thing. You may not like it, I know that I don't, but lessons are learned, sometimes in the most difficult ways.
Needless to say I am at that point now. It is even more difficult for me right now because of my recent return from such a fantastic trip to Fiji, filled with kind and giving people, welcoming in the extreme and coworkers that nurture and teach, instead of searching for fault, micro examining and laying blame. I take this lesson upon myself, no one else but damn, it sure is a rough go.
But then I must think of the positives, clean water, hot water, too much food, shelter, peace and no one threatening to kill me. I keep those in mind and it helps a great deal to retain perspective. My heart still aches but good to be humbled and forced to accept that give of learning. ACCCKKKKK! I still want to scream though!
I am sorry I cannot lay this out in detail. Perhaps someday? Thanks for reading and as ever, I remain grateful.
David
8.2.08
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